uh-huh..

I grew up thinking that I am special. That I have a gift.  My grandmother kept on telling me this, she raised me, she took care of me since I was 3 days old.

Someone even told me ive got a massive potential,

I asked that person, “what potential do I have?”

“You have a very big potential to  succeed. Only if you start doing  what your heart and your very core dictates you to do, that’s the only time you will succeed and will be blissfully happy.”

WOW. That’s pretty deep. I was impressed with how this person saw my future. I didn’t know if he just made that up or he’s just trying to impress me. Anyhoo,

Now that im all grown up, i realized  I am not special at all. Im just a typical, ordinary, boring person.

A girl who hates herself, a girl nobody loves, a girl who just committed too many mistakes in the past and will commit more in the future. . That’s me.