tough luck

Now im typing a resignation letter again. The company is terminating me and 4 more people  for not meeting the standards. They advised us that they can have us transferred to another department, but the waiting period is 3 months.

I cant wait 3 months. Im dead.I got rent to pay.

I got 3 siberian huskies that need a sack of dogfood every month.

I got an unpaid bill with my dogs vet.

Aside from those, I got 2 credit cards and a post paid mobile phone line awaiting for my payment.

My mind began to race when I received this news from a colleague.
I told “R” about my situation and told me everything’s going to be fine.
Right. Eaasy for him to say that coz hes not in my shoes.
But im happy though, coz he knows how to make me feel better.

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I got a call and a scheduled interview on Wednesday actually.

Fingers crossed. Im hoping that I will nail the job.

Im really nervous because my apartment rent is due next week.

My severance pay will be givem a month from now I guess.

Ill get paid next week, I hope they will not hold my pay check.